We went to KLCC this afternoon, just to have a quick lunch with my sistas and did some window shopping.. He was okay, sitting in the car seat, playing with his toys and books.. Then, he started to cry when I want to put him in the stroller.. He cried for few seconds, then started to enjoy his ride when I pushed the stroller.. After having our lunch at Little Penang Cafe, I'm having a trouble again putting him back in his stroller.. He was crying out loud, kicking me and pushing his body forward so that I can't buckle him up.. Huh~ everyone was looking at me, like I'm torturing my boy.. I dun even care what other people will say as long as I'm buckle him up.. And again he stopped crying once I pushed the stroller..
As we went out from the cafe, we stopped by at Kinokuniya book store to buy some books for him.. Actually, I just want to distract him a bit with all the colorful books, so that he'll forgot that he was actually in the stroller.. haha.. He was happy for a while, then he started to cry again once I pushed him out from the store.. I dun wanna let him walk on his own coz there were so many people at that time.. I'm afraid if I lost him coz he is little, u know what I mean.. Si kecik di tengah2 org ramai, mane nak nmpak kan? I dun know what else I should do to stop him crying and make him sit in his stroller.. I've fed him, change his nappy and he's already took his nap.. I even made silly faces in front of so many people just to make him stop crying.. :(
As I can't handle his behavior anymore, I asked my sista to just go back home.. Both of us came with a different car.. So I have to face one more problem to put him in his car seat at the back of the car.. He even started crying before I put him in his car seat, then crying out loud all the way from KLCC to Kota Damansara.. With the heavy traffics and raining some more, so you can imagine how long it took us to arrive.. I've tried everything to make him stop crying.. Sang all the nursery rhymes that I know, played peek-a-boo, trick him by showing him the aeroplane, cars, bus, truck, and anything that we saw on the road.. I gave him all the toys and books, but he threw them all away.. I can't focus on my driving with his shouting and crying.. So, I just recited Asmaul Husna, Selawat, Zikir, Al-Fatihah and any Surah that I can remember.. Eventho he won't stop crying, but at least it makes me feel relieve and sedikit tenang.. (Usually he'll stop crying once he heard the Asmaul Husna.. But not today.. :( )
Once we arrived at our sista's house, I took him out from the car seat right away, hugged him and try to comfort him by telling him that I was there, I'm not going anywhere.. I felt so damn guilty as he was crying out loud sampai dah tak keluar suara, mata bengkak, and muka pon dh merah menyala.. I'm sorry baby.. :(